This site is dedicated to my family... the strongest most humble people i know in life.
Everyone Has A Heart
I sit here blank staring out this window, I know I say I never look back. But I got you stuck in my mind while I’m listening’ to this track. like damn...why’d you go and leave me like that. no hard feelings i know your happy, but my heart...you took that. and now your gone all i got is these pics of you that i snapped. and your favorite song ...i still bump that strong. Those long ass days and the nights together are gone. The days we visited momma upstate and the drive was long. grandpa loved you and even big poppa adored you. everything i did you said ’’Baby I Support You’’ so i made sure i was there when you needed. Waited by your-side patiently hearing you breathing. Rushed to be there when it seemed that no one cared. lent you my love and brushed your hair. when i was down you made sure you were there. you and my moms, the same qualities of a real woman you shared. you woke me up to study and made sure i kept up on my knowledge. we spent days cooking, at night drinkin’. whole family loved you so we all spent those whole weekends. remember showing’ up at your doorstep you let me in. Full plates you fed me and watched me grow into a man. that's why you got a place in my heart and i wont let that go. but when times got rough, i held you down. the hardest thing in my life was holding your hand with your last breath as that meter went down. 30 cars deep with you in the front. strongest woman, you made the whole family come. when you laid your last lay-down ...i stared into the sky into the sun. cus you was that brightest star shinin down on your last son. i can say i loved you till death, cus even thou i was the last, you made me 1. and grandpa misses you, he always tells me that when over i come. always think of seeing you for one more run. so i tear thru these days and don’t stop till the bottles are done. you made a strong man plus handsome. you made a real strong family...and me...your grandson.
-Thelma Gainey-
love you gma. ’’we got it from here’’ |